( Read more )Trust issues
“The INFP’s approach to every situation is to grant trust and respect from the outset. It then becomes yours to lose. It should be noted that if you violate an INFP’s loyalty or trust then you’re DONE! They will never trust you again. But this is unlike the “done with you” of an INTj or INFj. The INFP will still talk to you, they still listen to you. They will let you be part of their lives… but you’ll never ever regain that which you lost because by violating the trust and loyalty you burnt down the house it lived in [...] -the point being here that the only adage “fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me” holds true for the INFP. And, INFPs don’t like being fooled.( Read more )
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Just some stuff about my personality type.
This...is going to be a fucking long post. So, it's all in the cut
But first...if you haven't seen the movie Brick. You should
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A lot has been said about how to prevent rape.
Women should learn self-defense.
Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark.
Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts.
Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.
how about:
If a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
If a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
If a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
If a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
If a woman is jogging in a park at 5 a.m., don't rape her.
If a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
If a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
If a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
If a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.
If a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
If your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
If your step-daughter is watching TV, don't rape her.
If you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
If your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.
If your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
If your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and report him as a rapist.
Tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, and sons of friends that it's not okay to rape someone.
Don't just tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
Don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x,y or z.
Don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
Don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
Don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions. You can, too, help yourself.
I just wrote a 2 page entry and it got lost!
What an epic cunt muscle.
But basically.
This was the most amazing summer every. And I will forever cherish every second of it.
Some pictures of the beauty and fun
This summer included Spain and Texas.
Though the ones of Texas do not include Jackson or the band. I'm not comfortable giving those up. I feel that, for now, they should stay between the people involved. Maybe i'll give out one or two at some point but for now i'd like the keep how special they are between us.
( Spain )
( Texas Wonder <a href= )
( Tattoo )
A summer of fun and wonder.
I wish I could put it into words but it has made me so thankful for everything I have in my life. For every experience that i've ever had. This summer has put so much into perspective. It's a beautiful thing.
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:100 Monkeys
It's my 21st birthday and i am absolutely loving the way this year has gone. It's been crazy and hardwork but still so beautiful and fun.
I will do a more detailed update tomorrow/later at the end of the day but I am so thankful for everyone in my life, present and past. They have really made my life special.
This summer has been the greatest time of my life and i can not wait for my birthday to come to a close so i can get all detailed about it. because i am absolutely exhausted. and this time tomorrow...i will have a super secret tattoo. Wait and see.
- Mood: ecstatic
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raecouter ) is deep into writing so I don't want to bug her with a request to keep me company.....I also have so much to do of my own. *sigh*
To do this week:
--Article - Research
--Beta for Christina
--Beta for M
--((Beta for Tania when the final review comes in))
--Article Question - B,G&U
--Sketch
--Mas Musica
--Order stuff from forever 21
--make texas surprises for T and R :P
Acupuncture in the morning
Spain in a month
Texas in 2 months.
SQUEE
Packing will be scary.
I'm gonna list some really great musicians I found over the weekend. Feel free to add to the list. Rae, I'm going to send you a more refined list :P
The " * " are just notes for which I need to find in itunes since they aren't on youtube.
Lukestar
Junkyards by potbellez
Iron on*
It’s a Musical*
The Submarines
Kinnie Starr
The Whispertown 2000
Northern State ft Kaki King
Voyager One*
Heavy hands*
Kaki King
Racheal Cantu
Lion Thief*
The Cliks
Faker
Yeah yeah yeah – "zero"
Blue October – "Dirt Room"
Cage the elephant
Interpol
Innerpartysystem
The Raconteurs
Metric
Darker My Love*
Badwell Ash – "It’s Me"* (GREAT SONG)
Fink
Bachelor Jack*
Alice McLaughlin *
Uh huh her
Lalalala
I'm very bored. Too tired to beta correctly...or to draw. Homegirl has some tricky details. And a knobby nose with a lazy eye. No joke.
I love The Golden Girls. Though they are slightly tainted now that there is a twilight/golden girl fanfic.
I can't believe the New Moon poster was leaked. I wonder if the movie will be leaked a day or two early as well :D
But there are so many other amazing fan made posters. I wish those could be made as well.
Should I have some Hot Cocoa?? I can't decide. I havent run in 3 days. I'm in a state of constant exhaustion. Plus the headaches....intense....
I need more hours in the day without other pieces of the day needing more time.
I've been having some crazy ass dreams lately as well.
Like Tania pregnant and visiting me while I was back in HS. Which is scary on so many levels.
Last night it was my former boss harrassing me. Though that could fix for RL.
I wish I lived up north. Somewhere the sun doesn't plague me. Or at least taken somewhere with a better scenery. Like Greece. *squee*
Anyone have any idea how I could show my itunes play list?
I love The Princess Bride. Why can't I have a Westley? Why must that movie be older than I? I'll take an Edward or Jasper if that's easier.
Tossing in a Craig Horner just for the hell of it
Sleepy. Giving up. Im gonna make some cocoa. and crash. Hopefully.
Final note: I want this dress
I'm off to go fidget.
Erica/Era/Vi0lentSerenity
Pick one?
- Mood:
lethargic
And I have an exam in 4 hours...
That I've only spent 10 minutes studying for
But instead of taking a power nap....or loading up on coffee and drilling in study questions....I am here. To bitch about my life.
Isn't my maturity just amazing?
Tania, Rae...Why did you let me stay up so late (asks the grown female who has complete voluntary control over her own actions...Yes. I roll my eyes at myself. Feel free to join me.)
I fucking hate this class too. Which isn't help my mood.
I'm about to crawl under my desk and give the fuck up
I really need a B or A to pull up my GPA because all my other class's have awesome grades. I dont want this one to fuck it all up.
Wish me luck on exams :) I'll probably be poping in and out for lots of study breaks. I have so much crap to put together and procrastination is really stalling me
Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.
TRY NOT TO CHEAT!!!
1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?
So I Thought - Flyleaf
2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Personal - Stars
3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Retina And The Sky - Idiot Pilot
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Realize - Megan McCauley
5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Hanging By a Moment - Lifehouse
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Questions & Lies - Free Dominguez
7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Kill - Jimmy Eat World
That seems kind of harsh...
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Not About Love - Fiona Apple
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Dirty and Left Out - The Almost
10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Theme from Chalets - The Chalets
SUCH A GREAT SONG.
11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dagger - Emily Jane White
12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
False Pretense - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Beverly Hills - Weezer
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jackie Will Save Me - Shiny Toy Gun
15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Cellar Door - Holly Brook
16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
All I Need - Mat Kearney
17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Title And Registration - Death Cab For Cutie
18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Vision - Alana Davis
19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Confession - Skindive
20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Collector - Nine Inch Nails
21)WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
He Wasn't - Avril Lavigne
- Mood: pleased
- Music:Saturdays - Holly Brook
WTF?
Nothing makes me lose my shit like bad parents. Seriously.
Mom Allegedly Ejects Girls, Drives Off
WHITE PLAINS, N.Y. (April 21) - Usually, it's an empty threat: "If you kids don't stop fighting, I'm going to stop this car right now and leave you here!"
But a mother from an upper-crust New York suburb went through with it, ordering her battling 10- and 12-year-old daughters out of her car in White Plains' business district and driving off, police said Tuesday.
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So the cunt leaves her kids on the side of the road and when one of them doesn't show up, she calls and reports him missing? The idea of going back doesn't occur? Or...how about...NOT leaving your kids on the side of the road.
I just don't understand what goes through some of these parent's minds.
Seriously? Wtf.
Madlyn Primoff, 45, a partner in a Manhattan law firm, pleaded not guilty Monday to a charge of endangering a child. A temporary order of protection was issued, barring her from contact with the children, who were physically unharmed.
Primoff's lawyer, Vincent Briccetti, would not comment Tuesday on details of the case. But he said, "Madlyn is a great mother connected with a great family, and she is grateful for the outpouring of support from friends and family."
There wasn't much support from strangers, however. Mothers interviewed near the scene said they couldn't imagine doing what Primoff did, though some understood the urge.
Iris Gorodess, 49, of Mahopac, who has four children ranging from 10 to 19 years old, said she sympathized with Primoff's actions, right up to the point where she pulled away.
"I used to pull over and make the kids change seats. Also, I make sure the kids have their iPods and their games. And I have a minivan, so they're not up my neck all the time.
"But I can't see pulling away. That has to be too scary for the children."
White Plains police said Primoff ordered the arguing girls out of the car Sunday evening as they were driving home. She left them at Post Road and South Broadway, an area of shops and offices 3 miles from their home, then drove off, the police report said.
The report does not say whether the girls had cell phones.
Police would not say if Primoff ever returned to look for the girls, but they said, without explaining how, that the 12-year-old eventually caught up with the mother. The 10-year-old was found by a "Good Samaritan" on the street, upset and emotional about losing her mother, police said.
The girl gave police her mother's name and their address in well-to-do Scarsdale, and they asked Scarsdale police to check Primoff's $2 million house. Shortly afterward, Primoff called Scarsdale police from home to say the 10-year-old was missing, said Scarsdale Detective Lt. Bryant Clark.
He directed her to White Plains police headquarters, where she was arrested.
Dr. Richard Gersh, director of psychiatric services at the Jewish Board of Family and Children's Services in Manhattan, said Primoff's behavior was not appropriate.
"It is a traumatic situation for a child to be abandoned by a parent like that. You can imagine what emotional issues might arise," he said.
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So the cunt leaves her kids on the side of the road and when one of them doesn't show up, she calls and reports him missing? The idea of going back doesn't occur? Or...how about...NOT leaving your kids on the side of the road.
I just don't understand what goes through some of these parent's minds.
Seriously? Wtf.
- Mood:
annoyed
If you don't
Give a listen to Majandra Delfino
"Siren" & "Tattoo"
I don't have the walls to bear "Bruises" but who knows what you might think.
"If things were up to me I'd follow through"
"Hours pass by without you, I can't stop myself from throwing up.
I'm woken up worrying will you come back I can't sleep in past eight.
Then when night comes around I'm desperate and wired and can't fall
asleep till really late."
It really irritates me that I've become someone who sits around, waiting for the words to find me.
To think of all the time I wasted back when it was constant....now it only comes in spurts at the most inappropriate times. Which is how this A student became a B student.
Does anyone think I could actually pull off grad school?
I miss my words. and ideas. It used to be so clear...and I can't decide if it was worth it. I learned a lot. But I was also out at sea. I don't know if I could go back to that state of mind, it seems almost dangerous. Just the bouts of it from time to time are enough to make me pray for resolution with the daylight...
I sometimes wonder if Tania and I would be committed over our AIM conversations...I'm awfully tempted to post chunks. Only chunks because we can be quite mean at times...mocking toasters and the color orange.
And well...we do beta work via AIM sometimes.
I saw a quote on the page that belongs to someone I used to know. I can't quite bring myself to believe that what was said applied to me though. It's from almost a year ago. Wow. Fuck. I didn't realize it had been so long.
Have your wounds healed yet? I'm not asking because of the quote. because I truly don't believe it relates to our dotted lines...I'm just curious because I'm sometimes curious about you. I doubt it'll ever happen, but if you ever feel like saying Hello...You let me know.
I can't wait for the free air of the summer. It'll be short but so worth it.
Spain? Texas? Fuck yeah.
Sometimes I think I'm one of the luckiest people alive.
I'm counting down the hours till my class because sleep just isn't for me tonight it seems.
Last nights dream irked me.
This document mocks me with its masochistic undertones. I don't need any triggers. Thank you though. I can't imagine falling back on them when im 30 or 40...the idea scares me. But i also can't imagine not having the urge...
AG, Smellyia and Tania....Have i mentioned how you make me blush? I don't know how I have it in me to have the constant conversations with Tania. I swear if i hadnt been oddly cocky that one time in offering my opinion....I'd be hiding behind a rock to talk to you too. You three kind of scare me. At times. There is a lot of resorting my faith in writers because of you three...because...some of them bitches...
Moving on.
Have i mentioned that I want a hedgehog?
I wish things were different. If only you could guess what kind of different i'm thinking off because it's very left field dispite the lack of baseball playing.
I'm hungry
Spare some food? maybe some JxA smut? Or ya know...you could just play with my hair...i suppose that would work as well.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
-Robert Frost
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
-Robert Frost
- Location:Bed.
- Mood:
WIDE AWAKE - Music:The clicking and typing of my computer.
My entry will most likely be summed up in pictures and postcards. Postcards are from postsecret.com if you havent caught onto it yet. No order and the people reading might not get it... it's just the way things are. Other pictures can be given credit by just asking for a particular picture.
This has become one of my personal mantras.
I've found that i love being imperfect. Someone tried to label me as perfect. I almost knocked him out, instead i just gave him the boot from my life. I don't want to be perfect. I want to be accepted for who i really am. So many people go through life trying to find someone to define them as perfection. I'm happy I not going to be one of those people. If you can't see and accept my flaws then get the fuck out of my life. If you can't handle my falling to ashes, then you aren't meant to stand by my side when i'm on fire. I love monroe. As for Davis, Don't wait for someone else to save you, don't wait for someone else to turn your life around. What an absolute waste of time. Waiting on other people will have you waiting for god knows how long. Take life into your own hands and push things the way you want. Live your own life.
BWHAHAHA
And it totally is worth it.
I'm about to bust this case wide open bitches!
I think it's finally time to give it an ending point. It's been over a year now. That particular coping mechanism is finally behind me. Woohoo! I've relearned how to cry. It's amazing...and kind of exhausting...But it ensures the best frakking nap ever. tears aren't always a bad thing. Of course I'm not some cry baby now. Only when it's appropriate. I've still got my awesome self control. i know you're mad jealous lol
And miracles. I see miracles and magic everyday and it's the coolest fucking thing ever.
Then i promptly move alone to something better
I'm effing exhausting. G'night!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be good kitkats
Why parents drink
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. 'Hello ? '
'Is your daddy home?' he asked.
' Yes ,' whispered the small voice.
May I talk with him?'
The child whispered, ' No .'
Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, 'Is your Mommy there?' '
Yes .'
'May I talk with her?' Again the small voice whispered, ' No .'
Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, 'Is anybody else there?'
' Yes ,' whispered the child, ' a policeman '.
Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, 'May I speak with the policeman?'
' No, he's busy ', whispered the child.
'Busy doing what?'
' Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ,' came the whispered answer.
Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise in the background through the earpiece on the phone, the boss asked, 'What is that noise?'
' A helicopter ' answered the whispering voice.
'What is going on there?' demanded the boss, now truly apprehensive.
Again, whispering, the child answered, ' The search team just landed a helicopter .'
Alarmed, concerned and a little frustrated the boss asked, 'What are they searching for?'
Still whispering, the young voice replied with a muffled giggle...
' ME .'
WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Being happy means you've decided to see life beyond it's imperfections.
Don't say you're happy because everything just alright.
Be happy because everything has turned to shit and you're just fine.
I have my reasons.
I'm still around to listen.
- Mood: content
Things ALWAYS work out in the end. Just like they did with the friends and with the guy
This is perfect and in the end i'm always gonna be okay. Knowing that gives me peace.
Sushi tonight! then movies then who knows.
this is turning out to be an awesome birthday week. I don't think i've ever been so busy. This is the first time i've actually laid around in days....which i cant barely do because i'm leaving in 2 minutes.
Spontaneous nights, meeting new people, going crazy with old friends, creating lasting bonds. it's just all so much and i love it.
Everyone can tell that i'm really happy with my life right now and i love that it's true.
Huge pieces of my life have been shaken up.
I can't find the right words but the way my actions are coming back and replaying is putting me in an absolute state of shock.
I finally shake myself of emotional screwiness only to have the rug from pulled out on me.
I walked away from a friendship 5 years ago. And a friendship walked away from me in the past year.
I walked away from guys who cares about. And now a guy is walking away from me. There are no words. I don't know what to expect. Will this action repeat for every deed i have done? I thought i had made payments for my sins but how much is really enough? i never thought it was quite done and when these people came into my life i KNEW it was too good to be true.
Looks like i'll never think that way again.
And being the masochist that i am i will continue to replay my memories, and look through all the pictures.
Hold on for every but of paian and hurt
Having emotions is weird. But it has to be better then numb.
random thing
early morning thoughts and all.
Lately you've been contemplating.
Is this real or is this fading? What brought you here in the first place?
Everyone around us screams "Its got to be and its got to hit you."
Well you and me well we can change the world.
Is this real or is this fading? What brought you here in the first place?
Everyone around us screams "Its got to be and its got to hit you."
Well you and me well we can change the world.
I'm on the verge, I'm on the verge
Unraveling with every word,
With every word you say, you make me believe
That I won't feel your tires on the street
As I'm finding the words, you're getting away
If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different,
i'd rather be completely fucking mental.
I can't tell which lights to go through
and you can't want me like I want you. Tell me
how you always... I know when I awake in
the afternoon; it hurts to be so wrong.
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed I can't be sure
Let It All Out, Love.
In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they all make us who we are and in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reverse them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you've been, and most importantly, where you're going.
blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this febuary darkness has me hating everyone
and i know i need your comfort but this drama makes me sick
and the longer i lay here,
i know its harder to get up without you
Wait a minute baby.
Stay with me awhile.
Said you'd give me light.
But you never told me about the fire.
Drowning' in the sea of love.
Where everyone would love to drown.
I come undone, oh baby, I do,
Just think of all the thoughts wasted on you
And every word you say, say something sweet
Because all I taste is blood between my teeth
So maybe you could walk with me awhile
and maybe i could rest beneath your smile.
Everybody stumbles sometimes and
needs a hand to hold
cause it's a long trip alone.
I am aware, I've been misled
I disconnect my heart, my head
Don't wanna recognize when things go bad
The things that you'll accept
Except that I am finding the words to say
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need more than you mind
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone's singing along
But man,
she talks about you
like you put the stars in the sky.
only ask the questions
you yourself do not hold the answer to
and this is serious
not just your a.v.e.r.a.g.e.
run-of-the-mill relationship
this is real
and babe, I'm glad it's you
laughter always abounds in places
when one chooses to be just who she is
you seem so far away tonight ...
come on home, baby
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